Sunday, July 27, 2008

pain

The inevitble has happened. We have crossed the bridge and on our way back to PA. I siad good bye to that part of my soul that lives on the rocky beach and allowd the tears to fall as I felt the rest of my body ripped away. For those of you that think I am being overly dramatic, I really don't care. It is beyond the comprehension of me at times as well. The only cure is to move there and believe me, I have been trying to make that work in my head for a very long time. It will happen, I just need it to me much sooner than later for my own sanity.

6 comments:

Candid Carrie said...

I am so sorry.

I can't comprehend this situation you are in right now. I have always lived in the same city my entire life. My grandfather's family landed on Ellis Island and the next stop was our city. None of us ever left. I can't imagine what you are feeling.

Except that one time we moved from the north side of our city to the south side of our city and I had to choose a different grocery store. Sorry, that was as close as I can get to relating and that was sad enough for me. I mean, the clerks at the southside Piggly Wiggly were just as good as the clerks at the northside Piggly Wiggly, they just weren't my clerks.

Well, my word verification for this too long comment was "wrens" and that is the first time I ever had a word verification that was a real word. I just miss you.

my2boyz said...

I do understand how you feel. I left Montana last week and cried like a baby for what seemed like hours. not only was I leaving my family but I know i will never see my grandfather again and it was gut wrenching. I LOVE MONTANA and would move there in a heartbeat but...maybe someday

Mama's Losin' It said...

I'm in cahoots with Carries. I don't know what cahoots means, but I'm in it with her.

I've nver lived anywhere but here either. I can only imagine what a home sick feeling that must be for you. Driving away and knowing you won't be back any time soon. :( Sorry.

Alaina said...

I feel you. When some place is joined to your soul. It's the only place that will make you feel right and whole. It'll work out. Have faith.

Suburbia said...

Oh that feeling.
One day, maybe.

KC said...

I get this way anytime I am somewhere nice and its not home. I feel ya on this one.