Since I was a very little girl and I realized what it meant to me, I have cried as we crossed the bridge to the mainland. I still do. This is the one place where my emotions run unchecked, I've less control over them than I do anywhere else. I realize that having something like that is precious. Some people wish or search for it their whole lives and never find it. I have found it but is it something that I should look towards making permanent or should it remain a place I visit? I have struggled with this for years and hopefully someday, I will find my answer because for the moment, as much as I love my time here, time now feels like my enemy.